I realised the worst way to solve a problem is letting go. It has always been the case, for me. But this time, I'm going to let go and let god. All these feelings is torturing me. Sometimes, i wish i could fight till the end. Instead of always always saying I'm tired of this. I want to fight till I finally say, I had enough of this. Cause I haven't. I wanted to get it right this time, I really wanted to. But I don't know what went wrong. If only you knew.
Sad to not know what you want in life. You just have to keep on trying. Perhaps there are better plans. But what is it? Where is it? Envy much, really. Because no matter how hard I tried, I'm still there. So much to lose nothing much to gain. The determination to get there is lower every single time..
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