I love my life! At least at the moment i have nothing t worry about except school and sometimes some nonsense stuffs. But I'm happy as a person! I know this is damn nonsense, but i just have to constantly remind myself that I have got a good life. At least I am not handicapped, I can read, write, draw, sing and do the things i like. I have enough freedom for a 21 years old.

But there's only something left to do which I haven't fulfilled.
Hopefully by end year or anytime before that. It is uncertain, unpredictable.
Either I'm in or out.