There are somethings in life, to be honest, we can never achieve. There are things we can't start only with the strength of ourselves. We can't build a house without a good foundation and skillful workers. So never try to take a shortcut. It will kill you. Just be grateful for all the things we have, take one step at a time. At the end of the day, we'll achieve what we want. Even if we don't at least we don't regret.
Sometimes the truth is,
I don't ever want to grow up.